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Jan. 23rd, 2006 @ 03:58 pm I'm back!
Current Mood: yay!
Current Music: cradle of filth- portion controle
Hey yall wow its ly long time scince i updated. the last time you all herd from me i jast asked out sammi. wow almost 4 months.
well hows my life been lately? really good
well ill start off with the best news of all, sammi and i are now engaged and are looking to be married in 2 years or so. we are now looking for a place of ou own. i never thought i could love someone enough to put them befor myslef, but i have found my one true love, my bestfriend, my soul mate and its her. i lost my license because i was stupid and was racing down a well patrolled road in hudson and got cought.
umm things with my dad have really gone down the shitter, and with my mom well it has never been good.
friends well i have them but they dont really act like friends. will your prolly the best friend i have next to ian and samm.
scotty well he will always be a brother to me but he is very two faced, now that hi and heather are done momentarilly maybe he will change. ian and courtney well htey have split up but i have hope for them.
alot of people these days have been putting me down because of my job..... i too put myself down for it...i'm proud that i teach karate and that i'm a well known martila artist in new england but i'm not proud of how i got my titles and championships, just the thought of hurting people to be called champ really makes me sick.
any way thats in the past i need to look to my future. openeing my own karate school in a few years if i'm still in nh.......considering where ever sammi goes for collage ill go with her and start a school there i dont need other peoples help i'm well known and have enough crudentials to do it on my own.
other than that i really look forward to movng into my own apartment with my beautiful fiance sammi and getting married. well yall let me know whats up hit me back with some comments
peace!
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Oct. 5th, 2005 @ 02:50 pm adult
u see u littrle fuck u talk big anda ct big but your not....u call me a pussy bc i wont fight you....u see i have shit to loose u dont , case in point u dont care. yeah i talk shit to you, but you see when it comes down to it, i can back it up, can you? andrew buddy be that scary little man u think you are and find me i school like u said u would, and hit me like u said you would, make me look like that little bitch, and then keep ur chin high because i wouldnt want to ruin ur pretty little face when u do it!
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Aug. 10th, 2005 @ 01:18 pm (no subject)
yeah so like what i said befor
alot of my friends would say its wrong but fuck them i know how i feel about it
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Aug. 7th, 2005 @ 02:35 pm Oh yes mom
............Oh yes mom we are all going to do alot of drugs,drink , and not to mention have a huge orgy
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Aug. 3rd, 2005 @ 08:43 pm (no subject)

My life is rated NC-17.
What is your life rated?
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Jul. 16th, 2005 @ 01:24 pm car....
Current Music: deamon hunter- my heart strings come undone
so i bought a car!!!!!!!!!!!!11
i bought a 1995 dodge stratus....pretty sweet car!
i paid for it today and expected to take it home today but the guy who does the papaer work wasnt there yet and was jerking me off on the phone so i'm picking it up monday............ i hope


first things first.......get a fucking cd player in it, then amp


hmmm i'm dizzy
i played hookey from work today.....i'm dead.....oh well



well i'm out people
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Jul. 10th, 2005 @ 03:41 pm good song
Current Mood: content
Current Music: killswitch engage- end of a heartach
Seek me, call me
I'll be waiting

This distance, this dissolution
I cling to memories while falling
Sleep brings release, and the hope of a new day
Waking the misery of being without you

Surrender, I give in
Another moment is another eternity

(Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart
(Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart

You know me, you know me all too well
My only desire - to bridge our division

In sorrow I speak your name
And my voice mirrors my torment

(Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart
(Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart

Am I breathing?
My strength fails me
Your picture, a bitter memory

For comfort, for solace
(Seek me) For comfort, (Call me) For solace
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart
(Seek me) Completion, (Call me) I'll be waiting
(I'll be waiting) For the end of my broken heart
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Jul. 3rd, 2005 @ 11:58 am (no subject)
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Does you boyfriend have a big dick or a tiny winnie? by xxxcupcakexxx
Name
Age
Dick Sizeextra Large
Ball SizeToo big
Blue BallNo
Quiz created with MemeGen!
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Jun. 21st, 2005 @ 05:10 am (no subject)
List your six current favorite songs, then tag 6 friends to C the same.

I was tagged by: katie
1) Tool ft. desterbed- killing you now
2) Seether ft. Amy Lee- Broken
3) Metallica- One
4) Rob Zombie- Living Dead Girl
5) Ozzy- I Just Want You
6) Lost Prophets- Last Train Home

I' m tagging:
1. Kay__Emm
2. The Bloodseeker
3. Belleza87
4. lil_godess_16
5. goawaycomeback
6. deadlyloved
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Jun. 19th, 2005 @ 02:04 pm (no subject)
One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed & that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down his cheek as he slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note. At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down that very same street. He swerved right into the drivers seat, killing the boy. Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she pulled it out & read it. "Without your love, I would die."
REPOST IF YOU CARE ABOUT SOMEONE SO MUCH THAT YOU CANT LIVE WITHOUT THEM!!! (EVEN YOUR BEST FRIENDS)
If u would jump in front of a bullet for your girlfriend, boyfriend,
x-girlfriend, x-boyfriend,BEST FRIEND,FAMILY MEMBER, or just a person u love, then repost this!.
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May. 28th, 2005 @ 02:44 pm so true

Your Birthdate: April 19

Your birth on the 19th day of the month adds a tone of independence and extra energy to your life path.

But at the same time, it poses a number of obstacles to overcome before you are able to be as independent as you would like. The number 1 energy suggests more executive ability and leadership qualities than your path may have indicated.



A birthday on the 19th of any month gives greater will power and self-confidence, and very often a rather original approach. However, a somewhat self-centered approach to life that may be in conflict with some of the other influences in your life.

This 1 energy may diminish your ability and desire to handle details, preferring instead to paint with a broad brush.



You are sensitive, but your feeling stay somewhat repressed.

You have a compelling manner that can be dominating in many situations.

You do not tend to follow convention or take advice very well.



Consequently, you tend to learn through experience; sometimes hard experiences.

The 19/1 is a loner number and you may experience feelings of being alone even if you are married.

You may take on a tendency to be nervous and angry.


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May. 20th, 2005 @ 04:24 pm (no subject)
yeah so went to prom last weekend and came to one conclusion...i can't dance...but thats ok. anything other than going on....... i got a new tattoo on my left shoulder blade. hanging out with cassie tanya and ooo yeah derek tonight after south prom, i have a bad feeling about this. i promised everyone that i wouldn't do anything to him but seriuosly u all know me very well and well...................u know what will happen if he says anything..............correction if he says somthing ill do nothing, if he pushes me ill do nothing.....but as soon as he lays hands on me, its over, his funeral, and really i now if tanya reads this she will be very mad and upset for me saying that, but if u all including her know me as well as u claim to u know whats going to happen. me= short fuse= adrenalin rush= my skills as a (a) fighter (b)what i know and do everyday of my live= big case of get out of my way when u piss me off.
sorry buts the truth...........wow angrey much........ just a little.
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May. 6th, 2005 @ 06:39 pm thanks hill
A - age: 18

B - band listening to right now: blink 182

C - crush: not at liberty to say

D - dad's name: mark

E - easiest person to talk to: kt?

F - favorite band at the moment: chevelle, blink 182

G - gummy bears or gummy worms: gummy bears

H - hometown: does it matter?

I - instruments: drums

J - Japanese animation: no way

K - kids: are they spoiled?

L - longest car ride ever: nashua to albany

M - Mom's name: janet

N - number of siblings: 1 full 1 step

O - one wish: to find inner peace

P - phobia[s]: goasts

Q - favorite quote: a journey of a million miles starts with one step

R - reason to smile: friends, playing drums, just having fun

S - song you sang last: blink 182- i miss you

T - time you woke up this morning: 530

U - unknown fact about me: ......dunno

V - vegetable you hate: brussel sprouts

W - worst habit(s): complaining when the time is not right

X - x-rays you've had: knee, back, ankle, leg, hands, intestines

Y - yummy food: Chinese Food

Z - zodiac sign: aries



cassie davis is way cool!
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May. 6th, 2005 @ 06:04 pm (no subject)
mixed feelings really really really suck............ but i have made up my mind and i will have to let time take its course to make up other minds
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Apr. 29th, 2005 @ 01:39 pm DO THIS OR ILL KILL A PUPPY (stolen from tina)
1. Name:

2. Age:

3. Fave Color:

4. Fave Movie:

5. Fave Song:

6. Fave Band:

7. Most Embarassing Moment:

8. Are you a virgin?

***HERE COMES THE FUN***

1. Are we friends?

2. Do you have a crush on me?

3. Would you kiss me?

4. ...with tongue?

5. Would you enjoy it?

6. Would you ever want me 2 ask you out?

7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?

9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?

10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?

11.Would you walk on the beach with me?

12. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?

13. Do you/have you talked shit bout me?

14. Do you think I'm a good person?

15. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?

17.Do you think I'm hot?

18. If you could change anything about me -would you?

20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?

21) Do you think im easy?

22) Do you think im smart?

23) Will you repost this to see what others think about u?
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Apr. 14th, 2005 @ 04:55 am (no subject)
Current Mood: scared
i had a dream, it involved chef klaws dancing.......end of story.
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Apr. 14th, 2005 @ 04:51 am i have got to thinking again
Current Mood: bored
with this new found sense of time on my hands i have started thinking alot more, nothing very important, but thinking. stuff like, what would martin luther king jr be if he were white?..............................alive maybe. what would i be doing if my parents never got devorced..........................................................................................................................................................nothing maybe?...................................................................................................what would i be doing if i were not grounded.......................................................................................................................................liveing life like it should b maybe..............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................what would i be doing if i werent such a chicken shit and just turned to my side and talked to tanya?................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................feeling better maybe?............................................................................................................................................i just don't know.
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Mar. 30th, 2005 @ 10:02 am (no subject)
Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: akon- lonely
To play the drums you need to have heart, not only heart but you need to have emotion. to get the drums to produce a nice crsp sound you need to put emotion into them. when you put you heart and soul and emotion into the drums they give back in return emotion, but some times its not the emotion your looking for. because of past events i have come to understand this, how it works and what happens. i hate my parents for making this happen! i wish i could go back in time and change what i did to get grounded for so long. but i'm keeping my chin up, tanya and i are best of friends and yeah it is kinda awkward right now but it will all work out in the end. i want to keep her as a friend i don't want to forget the time we shared together. i'm hoping that we can soon put all f this aside and maybe we could get back together, i love her and she loves me, i know this, and in the end love always prevails. so remember to play the drums you need to put your heart sould and emotion into it, and in return you will get emotion from the drums.
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Mar. 30th, 2005 @ 09:51 am (no subject)
Current Mood: gloomy
Current Music: akon- lonely
+/- time!

+ i'm getting better at playing fuel on the drums
+ ill be 18 in like 19 days
+ its getting warmer
+ i dunno
+ i love tanya
................................................................................................................................
- i'm single
- i'm single
- katie and tanya are fighting
- i miss tanya so much
- my parents are getting worse again
- my leg hurts
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Mar. 29th, 2005 @ 06:07 am (no subject)
Current Mood: scared
i really don't EDIT not for this place.
what is going on?
does tanya want to break up?
i'm so sceared?
i can't even think straight.
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